lifesong
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days
Lead me, Oh Lord
Lead me Lord
Sunday, February 11, 2007
-2/11/2007 02:09:00 PM
i died while i was sleeping. annoyingly, i'm still here. damn dreams! and a lot of them! so i woke up confused.. i thought i was doing fine, yknow? then i read something frustrating. dapat wala lang sa akin yon e.. but no.. i cried. i felt really bad about it. so hanggang pagtulog, ksama ko ang lumbay. pota. so malamang, in dreamland, same effing stuff. i prayed. may He shine His light so that i may know what i really want. i don't wanna jump in on something i'm not sure of.. cause in the end, i'm not the only one who's gonna get burned. and i don't want that. another burden for me.
i'm slipping out of quiescence into another whirlpool. oh noes.. but the good thing is, i'm feeling better.. lighter. labo nga e. i dunno if this is another denial. i'm quite prone to that, yknow? my defense mechanism. haha. but i have an idea of what i feel. prang nabad trip lang ako sa nabasa ko.. naapektuhan. but it doesn't mean i want another thing like that, yknow? doesn't mean i wanna hook up again. cause i am honestly happy just being where i am right now. i quote from The Corals, "i still need you but i don't want you now" i do need you.. as a friend. nothing more. and i'm happy we are. :)
so there! cool! i figured it out. haha. i'm happy.. oh God. thank You.. i've been in quiescence for the past few days and i've forgotten You. i took You for granted and now You got me back. thank You, Lord. :)
