Saturday, January 06, 2007
-1/06/2007 04:23:00 PM
Nil Lara - Fighting for my love
I was taught when I was young to share myself to show my love
Smile at everyone Oh to shine above the sun
Now I'm standing next to you I think I've changed my point of view
I've noticed you can tell
You're fighting for my love
For my love, yes you're fighting for my love
Many times I tried to talk to let you know someday I'd walk
In me you found a drug an addiction to my love
I could swear I let you know I tried one day to let you go
You fight me all along
Yes you're fighting for my love
For my love, yes you're fighting for my love
I know how it feels I've been burned one time before
I still feel the scars on my lips
When I touch when I love when I kiss
When I kiss
Now I'm calling back for you I figured out I'm missing you
You're nowhere to be found oh I've asked and looked around
Seems you found a better fish I must confess I had a wish
To love you all along
But you're fighting for my love
Fighting for my love
For my love, yes you're fighting for my love
Fight me
you're wanting my love
You don't know how you're missing my love
you're needing my love
You don't know how you're fighting my love
Friday, January 05, 2007
-1/05/2007 06:55:00 PM
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
opening credits: God must have spent (a little more time on you) - NSYNC
- old school's the way, mehn!
waking up: Sandalan - 6 cylce mind
first day of school: Hanging by a moment - Lifehouse
falling in love: Goodbye my lover - James Blunt
- panalo ampotek! nangaasar e..
fight song: Crush - Dave Mathews Band
- uuuh?
breaking up: Where is the love? BEP and various artists
- yeah baby.. where is the love after a break up?? haha.
prom: Free loop - Daniel Powter
- me lykee
life's just ok: Blue sky - Hale
- swak!
mental breakdown: You and me - Lifehouse
driving: No such thing - John Mayer
- i do love listening to it while "driving"
flashback: Walk away - Kelly Clarkson
- oo na. haha.
getting back together: Passenger seat - Stephen Speaks
- hmmm.. implying what? hehe.
birth of child: Distance - Evan and Jaron
- yes. cause i've been separated from the parasite living in my body. haha.
wedding: Breathing - Lifehouse
- looove it! another implication.. hmmm.. haha.
- i'm hanging on every word you say.. [say I DO!!]
finale battle: Breathless - Corrs
- leave me breatless..
death scene: Prinsesa - Teeth
- dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo.. [and my palace lies where Hades rules and Death present.. sama ka pa?]
funeral song: Gising na - Rocksteddy
- yes! i will rise from the dead! haha.
end credits: One and only you/Your song [dko tlga alam totoong title non e.] - Parokya ni Edgar
- eh?
while eating: Tulog na - Sugarfree
- e i'm still eating e!
in the shower: Prom - Sugarfree
car chase scene: Tensionado - Soapdish
- woohoo. aantukin ako habang nakikipaghabulan sa Aston Martin DB9
sex scene: Our last night - Better than Ezra
- sexsaahy!
emo mode: So sweet - Maria Mena (with Thomas Dybdah)
- you let go and landed on your feet and it felt so sweet
pampatulog: Broken sonnet - Hale
crying scene: Dizzy - Goo Goo Dolls
- feels more like banging my head than crying. haha.
for classes: Narda - Kamikazee
- sa likod ng mga tala, kahit sulyap lang, Darna
while fixing yourself up: Better days - Goo Goo Dolls
relaxing in the tub: Ask me how i am - Snow Patrol
- has nobody asked you how you are? you look like you might not last the day..
for goodbyes: Burnout - Sugarfree
- dahil katulad mo, ako rin ay nagbago
di na tayo tulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali
kay tagal din kitang minahal
tinatawag kita, sinusuyo kita
di mo man marinig, 'di mo man madama
kay tagal din kitang mamahalin
for hugs: Yellow - Coldplay
and kisses: Walking away - Lifehouse
- hey, remember me? i remember you walking away
oo na.. kitang kita naman sa soundtrack ng buhay ko ang aking kajologsan.. haha. but in my defense.. uhm.. wala. haha. anything goes. i wish not to deliberately make my life stiff in opinions. haha. thanks Svet for the idea.
-1/05/2007 01:49:00 PM
i made this poem last year to release some over the edge stress and submitted it in poetry.com for kicks.. and just a while ago, i got a letter saying they're going to publish my poem in a compiled book titled "immortal verses" and that i was a nominee. wenk. haha. i dunno if it's a scam or what but it's tight cause i don't have to pay anything. hahaha. if it's not a scam, then great! but if it is, still great! cause i saw my poem again and ima able to post it here. yey! made the title just now.. i know it's sucky kaya gulat ako sa letter. har.
red conundrumevery night of prayer
my only dawn of solitude.
i come to see a glimpse of hope
in the littlest sparkle in the night sky.
oh star bright, so light
i wish, i wish you might
hear my heart cry out her name
and whisper it in the chill of the wind.
see me with tears falling,
holding a prayer in my hand.
wishing for her to see
that she's the only one.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
-1/04/2007 11:25:00 PM
to everyone who's having a bad day and to you [you know who you are] who'll be okay..
Sooner or Later - Michael Tolcher
Pull the hair back from your eyes
Let the people see your pretty face
Try not to say anything weird
Save your questions without answers
'Til your old enough to know that things ain't as they appeared
Before you go out in the sun
Cover your skin and don't get burned
Beware the cancer, it might kill you when you're old
Be first in line, raise your hand
Remember everything you hear
And playing in the rain is worth catching cold
Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
And we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
And someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way
We only want what's best for you
That's why we tell you what to do
And nevermind if nothing makes sense
'Cause it all works out in the end
You're just like us without a friend
But you can build a privacy fence
Somethings you have to learn them all on your own
You can't rely on anybody else
Or the point of view of a source unknown
If it feels good and sounds nice
Then it's your choice don't doubt yourself
Don't even think twice
Pull the hair back from your eyes
Let the people see your pretty face
You know they like it when you smile (Find a reason to smile)
Try not to focus on yourself
Share that love with someone else
Don't let the bitters bring you down
Don't let anything bring you down
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
-1/03/2007 10:50:00 PM
AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL MARATHON! weee! addict!
-1/03/2007 12:21:00 AM
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may faceTake my arms and let your hand
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my lifeYou are my light
You're the lamp upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You're there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my lifeLead me Lord
Lead me Lord Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I just cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days Lead me, O Lord Lead me LordLord.. i totally lift everything up to You.. Your will be done unto me.. Kayo na po ang bahala. You know my fears.. i am not strong but You make me strong.. help me take Your road. Lead me, Father..
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
-1/02/2007 05:33:00 PM
Colin Hay Band - Beautiful World
My, my, my it's a beautiful world.
I like swimming in the sea.
I like to go on beyond the white breakers,
where a man can still be free.
Or a woman if you are one.
I like swimming in the sea.
My, my, my it's a beautiful world.
I like drinking Irish tea.
With a little bit of lapsang suchon
I like making my own tea.
My, my, my it's a beautiful world.
I like driving in my car.
I roll the top down, sometimes I travel quite far.
Drive to the ocean, and stare up at the stars.
I like driving in my car.
All around is anger, automatic guns.
Death in large numbers.
No respect for women or our little ones.
I tried talking to Jesus,
He just put me on hold.
Said he'd been swamped with calls this weekend,
could not shake his cold.
And still this emptiness persists.
Perhaps this is as good as it gets.
You've given up a drink and those nasty cigarettes.
Now leave the party early, at least with no regrets.
I watch the sun as it comes up, I watch it as it sets.
Yeah, this is as good as it gets.
My, my, my it's a beautiful world.
I like sleeping with Marie.
She is one sexy girl, full of mystery.
She says she doesn't love me, she likes my company.
For now, thats good enough for me.
My, my, my it's a beautiful world.
I like swimming in the sea.
I like to go on beyond the white breakers,
where a man can still be free.
Or a woman if you are one.
I like swimming in the sea.
-1/02/2007 04:43:00 PM
Guided by Voices - Hold on hope
Every street is dark
And folding out mysteriously
Where lies the chance we take to be
Always working
Reaching out for a hand that we
can't see
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's holding me
Invitation to the last dance
Then it's time to leave
But that's the price we pay
when we deceive
One another/animal mother
She opens up for free
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's
holding me
Look at the talkbox in mute
frustration
At the station
There hides the cowboy
His campfire flickering
on the landscape
That nothing grows on
But time still goes on
And through each life of misery
Everybody's got a hold on hope
It's the last thing that's holding me
Monday, January 01, 2007
-1/01/2007 07:20:00 PM
sheesh! Tita Marie called from Cali just to inform me that some guy finds me hot. ME?!? nabulag na ata ng araw. nakakatawa! haha. and she's asking me what i think of the guy daw and if may chance.. uh.. hello? i frankly told her, that from what i see, i'm not liking it.. i like tall, lean guys, yknow? tipong Depp or Pitt! hahaha. and he came from the army so malamang PTSD alert. i AM being mean i know cause i'm labeling this guy even before i met him. so i asked, if i show some interest in him like being friendly and all, will he think that i'd want and will oh so need him? if he will, then no thanks. so they decided to like have us talk in a gathering or something.. i'd be too shy to talk to him but heck! who says i have to? hehe. i'll just speak to him in Filipino! good luck with that! [horns and tail showing] don't get me wrong. i'd want to listen to his stories cause i bet it'll be interesting but hanggang don lang. i'm not looking for a relationship with anyone right now. dami ko pang gustong gawin and dapat matutunan.. so yun muna ang uunahin ko. cheers everyone! happy new year!
-1/01/2007 12:37:00 PM
It ends tonight - AAR
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such distain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
-12/31/2006 11:18:00 PM
from Joel Osteen [i'm not quite sure of how his name's spelled.]
-- whatever it is that you've lost in the past, that was taken from you or that was stolen.. let it go. for God has planted a seed for you. you have to let go of the past for you to look in the future.
-- that's why rearview mirrors are smaller than windshields.. cause where you've been is not that important as to where you're going..
-- there is a time to mourn but after all the crying, you have to stand up and believe in Him. that He has a plan for you. have good faith and a positive outlook.
wow. he speaks truth. amen to that. Godspeed everyone.
-12/31/2006 02:21:00 PM
Your Birthdate: February 13
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You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.
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-12/31/2006 02:05:00 PM
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress. |
