lifesong
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days
Lead me, Oh Lord
Lead me Lord
Friday, December 29, 2006
-12/29/2006 09:35:00 AM
thursay, December 28, 2006
10.38p
i dreamt of a broken house near the swamps.. i was there looking for a place to stay when i felt the presence of another being unknown to me. it may have been a spirit or an inhabitant of the eery place. but i felt her looking at me.. and it scared me. so i went outside and saw two giants about to engage in combat. i went and ran away from them but i was having trouble cause the water got muddier and thicker. i couldn't escape. i just stood there.. stuck in their repulsive presence as they begin to tear each other apart.
friday, December 29, 2006
5.09a
i woke up scared and an immense feeling of sadness overwhelmed me.. and i thought of her.
nalulungkot ata siya.. groggily, i prayed the rosary. i wanted to stand up but this fear engulfed me and i couldn't bring myself to.
i'm sorry. i just prayed and prayed until Hypnos visited me. funny thing was, i was still praying when i woke up..
God help you. you'll be okay..
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
-12/27/2006 11:31:00 AM
Superman - Laslo Bane
Out the door
Just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am
The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin hard
She runnin late tonight again
Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
And you've got your love online
U think you're doin fine
But you’re just plugged into the wall
And that deck of tarot cards
Won’t get u very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall
Well I know what I've been told
U gotta know just when to fold,
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
You’ve crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?
I need u here with me
Cause love is all we need,
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I’ve been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
That I'm no
Superman
I’m no superman
(Some day well be together)
I’m no superman
(Some day)
(Someday well be together)
(Someday)
I’m no superman
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
-12/26/2006 10:19:00 PM
Good Life - Francis Dunnery
Softly now, you owe it to the world
And everyone knows that you're my favorite girl
But there are somethings in life that are not meant to be
I'm not meant for you, and you're not meant for me
Here's to our problems and here's to our fights
Here's to our achings and here's to your having...
A good life, from me
Soflty now, you owe it to yourself
And dont think that you will be left on the shelf
Cuz, there's someone for you and there's someone for me
Like me, you'll meet them eventually
Here's to your lover and here's to my wife
Here's to your children and here's to your having...
A good life, from me
Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby
Loudly now, you've lost all your pain
You're married with children and happy again
Now I'm regretting the moves that I made
Fatal mistakes are so easily made
Enough of my problems they only cause fights
Forget that I ran you and promise that you'll have
Such a beautifully happy and painlessly romantic...
Good life, from me
Good life
Monday, December 25, 2006
-12/25/2006 06:18:00 AM
edi un na.. Pasko na nga dito! Merry Christmas everyone! :D
we ate a lot of food yday at Tita Vicky's and drank asti. loved the pumpkin pie! yum! then exchange of gifts and oh my God! we can't stop laughing! Michael gave his 'baby' which was Jasper his first gift: 2 condoms. hahaha! we made it look like that was the only thing Michael can afford! and then i gave my baby, Tita Vicky [my dad's aunt which makes her my lola i guess.. but doesn't like to be called one.] VS sleepwear and a red, lacy thong! hahaha! effing funny! then her husband, Uncle German joked, 'what time will you guys be leaving?' hahaha. then i got a Coach bag and Provocative interlude cologne from Jasper, Michael got cologne, leather jacket and a cap i think from Jon and Kuya got shirts from Uncle German, Dad got a gift card worth $75 i think and Mom got cooking materials. cool cause Dad got Mom but all the while we thought he got Kuya. so when it was time to give gifts, Mom was like, 'hey! where's mine? how come Mark has two?' hahaha. oh.. and i met Lolita, Sheena's Mom. she's a filipina but from what i heard not really proud of her culture.. dang. like when she heard the Sheena's gonna be married to Jon, she was like having second thoughts.. yknow? that's hella screwed up. i think what happened was that she was discriminated before.. that's why she needed to BE one of them to survive. sad.
Victoria got lotsa toys! but when we were exchanging gifts, she cried! she was like, 'why is everyone noisy?!' well, she's not used to that kind of stuff cause she lives in a farm.. she has glasses now.. cute. she never told her mom before that everything looks fuzzy so her parents got a hint that she needed one when on the way home she said, 'oh.. i didn't see that tree there before..' or something like that..
random thought: what if.. what we see isn't what we thought it is? like we all know that the sky is color blue, right? what if blue is really yellow but cause we labeled it blue, it is blue by standards.. what if we took all the standards away? it's like saying that everything tangible that we know is made real by words. i have yet to make it clearer in the future. but that's a thought. what if we really know squat? and we just pretend we know thru all the words and theories and labels.. do we really know anything at all? anything that is completely and honestly true?
after Victoria left to wait for Santa, everything got crazier. ang mga nakakaintindi ng tagalog ang naiwan! hahaha. so eto na ko sa aking mga jokes.. i told them about the daddy joke and the cannibal joke.. har. everyone was laughing and then here comes the big laugh out! we teased the oldies! like we said to Jasper to give em the condoms and then we said that since they were old, they wouldn't know where things would be and some things wouldn't work if you get my drift.. hahaha. that was SO funny! Mom was literally on the floor! LMBAO!
then when we got home, time to open gifts from under the tree. i got lotsa VS lotion from Kuya and my cam of course.. Michael got me Scrubs 1st season! woohoo! and cologne from Gap. then Dad gave me kaching! hahaha. we gave em clothes and shoes and cologne.. Michael and I gave Kuya clothes too.
just got home.. and then we called Nanay. i miss her a lot.. and of course everyone.. haay. but time will come and we'll see em.. and it will be something special cause we waited for it..
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! GODSPEED! :D
Sunday, December 24, 2006
-12/24/2006 10:08:00 AM
i wish you the funniest, warmest, sexiest, silliest, happiest, saddest, largest, tallest, yummiest, smallest, biggest, fattest, longest, sickest, thinnest, cleanest, sincerest greetings this joyous, holy season..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
GODSPEED!
