lifesong
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days
Lead me, Oh Lord
Lead me Lord
Friday, December 01, 2006
-12/01/2006 10:01:00 PM
dear you-know-who-you-are..
i dunno where to start.. and i'm not sure why the heck i'm writing this..
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your scent lingers and i'm haunted everytime i remember.. it was a choice to let go.. and you did go.. so fast that it broke me. my God.. how stupid of me to even say this when it was all my fault.. am i regretting this choice? i honestly don't know..
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do you still love me? do you even want me anymore? or need me? it hurts to remember that i'm not the girl of your dreams.. when you were my dreamlover.
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we were happy.. you were real.. growing old with you was more than just a dream.. then it became too real.. and it scared me i guess..
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you are so beautiful.. that it made me look at myself and how i stand beside you.. i'm just a hideous frog wanting to be a princess with your kiss.. i never saw it.. cause i was too busy basking in your beauty.. remembering i'm not the one you want.. i'm no grahamm or lohan or some other person you drool over..
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thank you.. for loving me. you are someone misunderstood.. and i'm sorry for not understanding you.. i'm sorry for failing you..
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would you still love me and what i've become? if you will, come see me.. i need to look in your eyes and know if it's real.. i need to see you for me to know if it's you i really want..
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maybe i'm just in a phase where i'm missing you and it's driving me emotionally baffled. i dunno.. right now, i'm not sure of anything anymore.. i dunno what i want, for sure.. screwed up pretty good.
so many options in life that i don't wanna choose.. i don't wanna regret and think of what could have beens..
