lifesong
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days
Lead me, Oh Lord
Lead me Lord
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
-9/06/2006 11:16:00 PM
sorry if i was being unfair. emotions held the wheel. even if i hated you, i can't erase the fact that at the back of my mind, i'm still attached. the difference between us is that i have the decency to hold back on what i wanna do nung anjan pa ako or at least regret so much the things i did that i think might disappoint you dahil i thought it might hurt you. but i guess, you didn't feel the same. you deliberately trampled on my heart again. thank you. you did again exactly what drove us apart.. your need to push me away so i won't get attached. now's the end of the line. i've always been attached to you. no matter what you do or i do.. you're always there.. but no more. the way you say i didn't love you is fine by me. cause you're saying that based on your relative definition of love. and in my dictionary, i did love you. a lot. i could have been there for you all the time... could have.. you changed. but it's too late. it died down. but not in a way na babastusin kita ng ganon. dkta pinalitan ng 'better-more-beautiful-sexier-more feminine-than-you' person.. dkta binastos ng ganon. selos? ewan ko. pissed? not anymore. i'm happy you're happy.. but this is what i feel: replaced. replaced as EXACTLY who i am. everything in me that is special for you has vanished. if it didn't, then things would be so different. now i say sorry for the future unreasonable actions on my part.. [ooh. dejavu. funny.] so please don't tell me i'm special. and that you love me. cause i won't believe you anymore.. i did. but not anymore. goodbye my old lover.. goodbye my friend.. you'll always be that someone who was numero uno. and someone special for me.
