lifesong
Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord
Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord
Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days
Lead me, Oh Lord
Lead me Lord
Monday, March 05, 2007
-3/05/2007 04:14:00 PM
this wasn't planned at all! pero balak tlga nmen na bumili but not now at nde dalawa!! haha. well, thank God for flexible payments and the moneyman called Dad. :P ubos nnmn ipon ko! nyahahaha!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
-3/03/2007 03:41:00 AM
i was thinking.. what the young man did at the gym was the most natural thing i've seen after some time now.. he wasn't aware of the social etiquette one needs to succumb to when surrounded by other people. totally uninhibited outside his home. kung iisipin, we all stare. but we do it in private because we fear a lot of things in being with other people -- rejection and being reprimanded by the society to state a few.
maybe that's why i was scared.. because he wasn't like us who look discreetly.. he wasn't like us who hide..
Thursday, March 01, 2007
-3/01/2007 09:24:00 PM
we were at the gym a while ago and there was this mentally challenged guy staring at me while i was doing my hip abductions [so bukaka to the max un].. aus lang if he was staring at my face but he was staring at my you know what! so akala ko butas ung pants ko.. haha. good thing i was done and went over to my brothers.. nung nakita ko na wala na sha, i did my leg push ups naman.. tas bumalik nanaman sha.. he was doing a rowing exercise in front of me and was staring again.. now at my ass. sheesh. i got scared, really.. so i stopped and looked for my brothers. tawa na lang ako.. [tawa na lang ako: expression na yan na dko maalis kht na parang rude.. pagpasensyahan na..] at first shmpre naiinis ako kasi it made me uncomfortable at d ako makaexercise ng matino.. but i can't get pissed at someone like him.. parang mali lang.. so inintindi ko na lang and i prayed for him. i waited for my brothers to finish their exercise and sinamahan nila ako.. they were aware of the situation and after one set told me to go na.. so asar kc dko naenjoy ung gym.. hahaha. oh wells..
we "finished" early. too early to pick up mom so we drove for coffee at Taraccino then went to pick her up. weather update for blizzard. it was snowing and the wind was heavy but it's not that bad na talagang wala ka nang makita but a lot of stores were closed and people were sent home from work earlier. ISU declared no classes for the first time. i guess cause there was freezing rain earlier this week and then this so the road's quite slippery. heard a lot of cars were ditched. too bad..
we got home and i spilled coffee all over me! clumsy oaf! hahaha. good thing tho the coffee's not that hot.
welcome March! hahaha! :)
-3/01/2007 02:24:00 PM
these are just cute cute cute! adorable! i wanna get em all!! pon and zi rocks my houze! :P i wonder where i can get copies.. hmmm..
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
-2/27/2007 12:36:00 AM
Pietro in his letter for Gloria..
P.S. you'd better watch out - when i come to Bologna, i'm going to grab you and steal you away.
Monday, February 19, 2007
-2/19/2007 04:38:00 AM
not your typical "Narnia" movie. made me cry! and i was having goose pimples the whole time! my brother's friend said it was like Pan's Labyrinth [which i wanna watch too and get in DVD.] i liked it. :)
-2/19/2007 02:29:00 AM
i bought my own Zune with my own saved bucks yesterday. actually, i was deciding between Creative Zen Vision:M and Zune. at first, i went for Zen cause of voice recording, amazing screen display, playsforsure compatible, can play a lot of files and cheaper than Zune. what made me change my mind was that i got it on sale in Best Buy! LOL. actually, Zune's better than Ipod, so they say. it has FM, a whopping 3" screen and what makes it really original is that you can share photos and music with other "Zuners" using WiFi. what's ironic is that it consumes batt life so you have to keep your WiFi off to save battery which completely contradicts their main objective which is to be "social." i just got it so i hope it exceeds my expectations. and anyway, i can always trade for Zen if i'm not completely satisfied. :)
it's brown and looks like the case is frosted which is good, so not to attract dust and fingerprints. it's two-toned at the sides so if light beams off it, it gives this faint green color which is nice and vintage looking. i loove! that's why i got brown. :)
i'm honestly sabog na. but i feel like pushing myself til i drop. haha. i'm not going to rip all my songs this morning. it will eat up the remaining memory i have [and believe me! it's not much!] and i can't afford to have my laptop die on me. so i'll have to wait till i get an external hard drive for my baby. dumdumdidumdum. daming hassle but all is good. :)
thank You, Lord. :)
Thursday, February 15, 2007
-2/15/2007 09:30:00 PM
When i look to the sky - Train
When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye
And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go
Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
And every word I didn't say caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't have before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
Pick you up in all of this when I sail away
And while I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that I hope will never leave
Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way
Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it's impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
there you are to show me
When I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
-2/13/2007 09:57:00 PM
this day started out with a bunch of ym greetings that woke me from a content slumber. i was happy i got a lot of them. made me feel special even thru the miles. after eating brunch, got a hint from those guys na may "party". our relatives were invited so i should dress up daw. not ung pambahay.. Dad called and told me to fix up cause we're going to the mall. e nung umuwe sha, nakatulog ako. so we went ng mga 5pm. as i left the warmth of my apartment to the freezing air of cold February, i failed to remember one thing. that it was just minutes ago when i fixed up so my hair was still wet. wet hair + cold wind = icicled hair! it was hilarous! after finding a way to get my hair back to normal, it was shopping shopping shopping for me! haha. i bought things for Florida. got Steve Madden shades and lots of other cool stuff. while trying some clothes on, vanity struck so i posed posed posed. after shopping we went to fetch Mom from work. when we got home, Dad told me to stay put outside the floor door until they called for me. i thought everyone was hiding or something. told myself to act suprised. haha. but when i opened our door, i saw candles everywhere! rose petals on the floor and sweet music playing. waaah! i couldn't contain myself and i cried! talk about suprises! i really cried! it was SO overwhelming! no one else but my family. apparently, the big party was some shoot they cooked up to throw me off. brilliant! haha. at the end of the candlelit path was my beautiful cake! it was a princess cake with 20 candles!! i told them i wanted a cake with 20 candles! not just some number candles, but the real thing. cool!! loved my cake! there was a barbie doll standing and her dress was made of chocomarble. the sheet was made of vanilla and chocolate! my brothers are so sweet!! kwento nga nila, while buying for the cake, the baker said that that was the best cake he made ever and asked for whom it was. they said,"for our sister." and the baker said, "she must be one special girl." and they said, "she is." ahw. *sniffles* Michael's gift was sitting on the couch. it was a beautiful italian street scenes painting with black frame. God, was it classy! and it was in sepia! weehoo! it was absolutely breathtaking. so after pictures here and there, eating time. yum! they cooked carbonara [na dapat ako ang maglluto] pati frozen strawberries with chocolate. delish! while eating, i remembered Tita Marie's card. i got it earlier but i wanted to open it during the celebration along with the other gifts my fake-relatives-that-are-coming are bringing. so i opened it and it was this beautiful pop-up card with 13 balloons! [loved that it equaled 13! :D my fave number!] and hello Mr. Lincoln! i screamed in excitement and for the love of God, it was a hundred dollar bill! i can finally afford the mp3 player i wanted!! thank you, Tita Marie! that was so generous of you! :D then cake time na. of course, scrumptious. the cake was amazing and the icing too sweet for some but just fine for me. the fone rang and it was my block wishing me a happy birthday and a happy valentines day!! wee! ang saya! heard almost everyone! ang sweet naman.. sobra. heehee. :) the celebration ended. all were satisfied, especially moi. fighting my urge to lie down and rest, i went and blogged, also uploaded pics. then i found this greeting card under my pillow from Dad, Mom, Kuya and Michael. everything absolutely special. :)
thank you, Dad, Mom, Kuya and Michael for making this an overwhelming celebration for me. i love you guys! :) thank you, Tita Marie for your generous gift. may He bless you always and keep you safe. :) thanks to the people of I2, especially Mike and Nica, for the mind boggling questions and heartwarming regards. :) thanks Jay for the sabaw kwentos at greeting na walang pinch at kagat. :) thanks Curacha sa pagbati sa akin sa ym at paglahad nito sa status mo. :) thanks to the beautiful people of L2 for the wonderful greetings! ang sweet niyo naman at naguguluhan pa kayo kasi hindi niyo alam kung kailan ako babatiin. haha. musta naman yon? kahit na malayo ako, the best block parin tlga kayo! i miss you guys! :) thanks Loy for calling. bangag pko e kc bagong gising. haha. thanks din sa site! nakakatuwa. :) thanks Chrissy sa pagbati at i'm glad ur happy. :) thanks Rio sa pagbati at ang pagadmire sa linya ng win a date. swak skn e.. syo? hehe. :) thanks Michelle for the greetings in advance. i miss you na! hope ok ang mga tao sa paligid mo. :) thanks Noemi for always remembering me. you're such a sweet girl. *hugs* :) Kricel dear! thanks for the touching message. miss na kta sobra!! i hope ur happy and always know that i'm here. :) and lastly, thank You, Lord for blessing me with 20 years. truly, it molded me into who i am today. thank You for always being there with me and carrying me when it gets rough. i love You, Lord. may my remaining days here on earth serve to Your purpose in me.
i love candles. they look great. feel warm. sometimes smell fantastic and picture amazingly beautiful.it was really my day. :)
happy S.A.D. tomorrow and today! :D
